i feel like i'm losing it all.

whatever. shit feelings.
those who used to be there for me..ALOT seem not to be there anymore. and mayb i'm also not there for them anymore? so much so for new phrase of life. damn, i dont like this at all.

alot of times, i feel so much like leading a life with.. no concerns of how others might felt at all. but it'll be so damn irresponsible and i dont want to be like that. yet caring for consequences will make me feel so damn restricted.

i need a gd sleep. no. 1 thing=rest more next wk and dont.. work so hard.
i need to show more concern to hpys around me. i seem to be neglecting all of them for the past few weeks. for the past few wks, it's always jj, wallace, kaya and jac that seem to be there, hearing me out. but.. not the other way round.

there seem to be so much on my mind.
PS. thankyou kaya chen :)
for always being there for the past 2wks